Moopers’s Weblog

Today hasn’t been a good day.  Everything I eat isn’t staying down.  I’m tired, so I attempt to take a nap, but my mind is full of work stress.  I wake up even more stressed.  My heaving (an all-body production) and throwing up is making me burst into tears.  P comforts me and tell me I’m doing a lot of work growing two mini-schwees.  Each episode of vomiting and crying tires me out even more.  It’s a downhill spiral. I’m trying to  keep it together at home and at work.  I’m truly failing at work, it’s so frustrating knowing what I used to be able to do.  I do about 30%.

I wish I was more gracious at being miserable.  I’m just unhappy, and I know I should see the big picture.

-L